Reviews

2021 Review

Review

I set 23 goals at the start of the year, modified 5 of them, and met 12 for a success rate of 52%, just over half. I could be happier.

Looking back, a major part of the reason for a low success rate is that I just forgot about a lot of these goals. They were not high priority enough to stick out in my mind, and not well-integrated enough in my review system to come back to me.

The other reason is that the goals themselves were just bad. First, many are not phrased nearly quantitatively enough. Second, many of them were actually not all too important (earning an award for my thesis was just a tad too superficial, my thesis ended up getting bumped down on my list of priorities anyway in favor of the company I started with my partner). Learnings for next year.

Key

  • ✅ = success
  • ❌ = failure
  • ➡️ = modification

Goals

  • 🍄 General
    • Move back to North America. ✅
    • Start following the GTD workflow. ✅
  • 🧠 Mind
    • 🧘 Mindfulness
      • Meditate daily. Try a (≥) week-long meditation retreat. ❌ I found that I much preferred the sauna to standard meditation, but then I moved and no longer had access to a sauna.
    • 👫 Relationships
      • Find a community of friends and professional acquaintances wherever we end up moving. Engage in local politics. ❌ I moved around a bit too often (Amsterdam -> SF -> NY) to really commit to a community
    • 🎓 Learning
      • Continue growing my SRS and second brain. ✅
      • Read 1 book a week. ✅
      • (Stretch) Read 100 books. ❌ (91/100) This was actually counterproductive. It made me read shorter books and, more fiction, and it made me take less thorough notes. I retained less of more.
      • Read through the works of Twain, Orwell, and the Stoics. ✅ I could have read one more book of essays by Twain, and a few more chapters of Epictetus but, honestly, I've had my fill
      • Read ≥5 non-English books (5/5). ✅
      • Italian to B2; German to B1 ➡️ Get Portuguese to A2 ✅
  • 🫀 Body
    • 🏊 Movement
      • Continue daily mobility and flexibility exercises. Reach at least 6 months without injury. ✅
      • Experiment with breathing techniques (Wim Hof, Buteyko, etc.) and find one that works for the daily meditation practice. ❌
      • Start jump-roping daily (or do some other cardio). ❌
      • Bring my resting heart-rate down below 70. ✅Turns out my resting heart-rate wasn't actually above 70 to begin with (it's around 60), still...
    • 🥗 Consumption
      • Do a prolonged fast every 3 months. Start with 2 days and work up to a 5-day fast (or with a fasting mimicking diet). ❌ Did two fasts of three days
      • Write about the environmental and health consequences of my eating patterns. Adjust accordingly. ❌
  • 🏭 Output
    • 🎓 Masters
      • Get a ≥9.0 (out of 10.0) on my thesis. ❌ (8.5)
      • Get an award ➡️ Why would I care about getting an award?
    • 📬 Blog
      • Write weekly
      • Publish one article a week
      • Develop a course (likely about workflows for academic research) for passive income. ❌
    • 💟 Health Curious
      • Achieve consistent growth with Health Curious. ➡️ Find a launching clinic ✅
      • Get into YC S2021. ❌

Corrections

Reviews/3 Quarterly Review/2021-Q3

  • 📕 Reading: At least 21 more books; ❌
    • The Discourses by Epictetus, 10 more books by Twain, 2 by Robert Green, and Pinocchio. ❌
  • ✍️ Writing: 29 more articles. Finish up at least two of the series I have started. ❌
  • 📊 Organization: Migrate from Notion to Logseq. ➡️ And then, full circle, back from Logseq to Obsidian ✅
  • 🗣 Language-learning: 1,500 words in German. ➡️ 750 words of German & 750 of Portuguese ✅
  • 🫀 Exercise & Injury:
    • Average three 7-minute workouts, 30 minutes of mobility a day. ❌ I kept this up for 2/3 months, then I realized how boring and repetitive it was and decided to let up to avoid going crazy
    • 5,000 steps ✅

2022 Planning

Review & Planning

One of the best tips I learned last year was from the Ultraworking team: you should divide each of your goals (when possible) into (1) a baseline goal you know you can reach and (2) a tougher stretch goal you can't guarantee.

This makes it easier to set ambitious goals without threatening your success/failure ratio—stretch goals are made to be failed. Meanwhile, the baselines help you build up momentum to make the stretch goals a little easier. This year, I'll be dividing my goals in two, and I'm setting two metagoals:

  • Complete 100% of my baseline goals.
  • Complete 50% of my stretch goals.

To avoid committing myself to goals that end up being irrelevant or crappy, I'll let myself change the goals as needed. To avoid "cheating" where I change failed goals instead of acknowledging them as failed, I'll set a cap to the number of goals I can change that decreases as the year goes by.

  • In the first quarter, I can modify up to half of the goals.
  • In the second quarter, up to one quarter.
  • In the third quarter, up to one eighth.
  • And in the last quarter, up to one sixteenth.

⏳ Time

🛑 1. Stop Scrolling: No Reddit, YouTube, HackerNews, or porn.

I'll make an exception (for all but the last) when I stumble across these sites in search engine results or messages from other people. The main problem (from a use-of-time point of view) is scrolling, and external links don't have to mean scrolling (thanks to tools like DF Tube).

Sometimes these sites contain content that are worth consuming. To get at those nuggets, I've asked trusted contacts to forward me their highlights—my brother for YT, my dad for Reddit and HN.

To make sure this goal pans out, I need to establish an alternative for when I feel like absorbing content passively. I've given myself two options: read (especially blogs) or scroll through my notes.

As for porn, I'm not zealously antifap—I think masturbation can have a real value (in practicing for multiple orgasms), so I'll apply my imagination as needed. In all likelihood, I won't even care to since I'm living together with my partner.

🚪 2. Log off: Less time on my computer and phone.

Baseline:

  • 2.1 less than 2 h/d on my phone
  • 2.2 less than 10 h/d on my computer Stretch
  • 2.1 less than 1 h/d on my phone
  • 2.2 less than 8 h/d on my computer

For some reason, I can't pull up my yearly average screen time for 2021, but judging from the last few weeks, it was probably like 10-12 hours per day. I'd like to spend less time plugged in—the only problem is that spending time behind my computer is my job description.

⏲ 3. More Self-Monitoring: Track Work & Media Consumption

I'd like to track how I spend my time in more detail.

Baseline:

  • 3.1 Track how much time I spend working on average per day.
  • 3.2 Track media consumption by type of media (books, articles, music, podcasts, movies, episodes, board games, video games). Review this on a monthly basis like julian.digital.

Stretch:

  • 3.1 Track how much time I spend on personal projects per day. Also, track how much I spend on "processing" (organizing/cleaning/reviewing/etc.) versus "output" (writing/coding) for both work and personal projects.
  • 3.2 Track the amount of time spent on "input" (media consumption) individually per item.

Some of this tracking takes place automatically:

  • Apple Health for exercise.
  • Apple Screen Time for what I do on the computer.

Some things I need to do manually:

  • Screen time doesn't track what I do within my browser.
  • Screen time can't differentiate between work and personal projects.

For this, I'll be trying out Clockify. In the spirit of atomic habits, I'm starting small, tracking just work. On a monthly basis, I'll consider integrating more of the stretch goals.

🧠 Knowledge

📚4. Reading / Input

Baseline:

  • 4.1 Read 50 books.
  • 4.2 Read 1 book in French, Dutch, Portuguese, Italian, Spanish, and German.
  • 4.3 Read 2 books for each author under "Fiction" below.
  • 4.4 Read 10 books under "Nonfiction" below.
  • 4.5 Read 5 "volumes" for the blogs mentioned below (one volume as published on Amazon, otherwise 100,000 words). Stretch:
  • 4.1 Read 75 books.
  • 4.2 Read 2 books in French, Dutch, Portuguese, Italian, Spanish, and German.
  • 4.3 Read 3 books for each author under "Fiction"
  • 4.4 Read 15 books under "Nonfiction" below.
  • 4.5 Read 10 volumes for the blogs mentioned below

A few lessons from last year.

  1. Don't set overly ambitious reading goals. This encouraged me to "cheat" by reading easier-to-digest fiction, avoiding longer books, and taking less detailed notes (or none at all). No need to rush.
  2. Leave some room to choose. Deciding everything ahead of time is a little asphyxiating and just not as fun. Reading should be fun. So instead of setting a stubborn goal (like last year's "read all of Twain and Orwell"), I'd like a more relaxed attitude ("read at least five books on the following list").

Lists:

  • Fiction: John Irving, Octavia Butler, Thomas Pynchon, Stieg Larsson, Jane Austen, Vladimir Nabokov, William Shakespeare, Nicholas Nassim Taleb.
  • Nonfiction: The Exponential Age, The Cold-Start Problem, Tiago Forte's Praxis series, Mom test, Social Physics, Godel Escher Bach, Cybernetics 1 & 2 (Norbert Wiener), Deep Work, Ultralearning, Grit, the Bell Curve, The Almanac of Naval Ravikant, Noise, Fooled by Randomness.
  • Blogs: Eliezer Yudkowsky's "The Sequences", the original Slate Star Codex / the new Astral Codex Ten, Robin Hanson's Overcoming Bias (& his books the Elephant and the Brain, the Age of Em), apenwarr.ca, julian.digital...
🗃 5. Personal Knowledge Management

Baseline

  • 5.1 Finish & publish a plugin for ordering notes.
  • 5.2 Refactor notes (remove indices from note titles & group notes in appropriate folders).
  • 5.3 2,500 notes (with at least a sentence of text).
  • 5.4 Build a new personal website so I can publish articles directly from my PKM. Stretch
  • 5.1 Come up with several metrics to measure note "quality" (degree, path length, etc.) & set targets for each of these metrics.
  • 5.2 Refactors notes to meet these targets & give them a logical order with the note-order plugin.
  • 5.3 5,000 notes (with at least a sentence of text).
✍️ 6. Writing

Baseline:

  • 6.1 Write 6 articles.
  • 6.2 Quarterly & monthly progress reports. Stretch:
  • 6.1 Write 12 articles.
  • 6.2 Write a monthly newsletter.

Last year, my overly ambitious writing target made me cheat: I separated several articles into multiple installments that should have been single long-form posts, and I probably wrote less concisely than I would have liked. I'm trying to avoid this trap this year.

That said, I anticipate that goal 5.4 (build a new personal website) will make it substantially easier to publish quickly.

As for newsletters—one thing I learned last year is that I hate writing newsletters. I hate the idea of forcing myself down people's throats, and the whole thing makes me supremely unhappy. I still think it is important to market yourself, so to make it a little easier for myself, I'm going to turn the newsletter into a monthly affair, and combine it with a progress report I'm already writing.

🗣 7. Language-Learning

Baseline (221 cards/week):

  • 7.1 B1 in German (2,000 words = 4,000 cards)
  • 7.2 B2 in Portuguese (4,000 words = 6,000 cards)
  • 7.3 A1 in Mandarin (500 words = 1,500 cards)
  • 7.4 Figure out how where I can best do CEFR1 placement tests.

Stretch (442 cards/week):

  • 7.1 B2 in German (4,000 words = 8,000 cards)
  • 7.2 C1 in Portuguese (8,000 words = 12,000 cards)
  • 7.3 A2 in Mandarin (1,000 words = 3,000 cards)
  • 7.4 Actually do CEFR tests for the above.

🇧🇷 Portuguese. Portuguese suddenly became a priority last December when my company's first client ended up being in Brazil. That makes for a great reason to master Portuguese this year.

🇩🇪 German. As for German, my main inspiration is literature. I'd like to go through Humboldt's Cosmos, and I've made a bet with a former housemate that I would read Goethe's Faust by the age of 25. The clock is ticking. This is a rather fortunate motivation because it means I can skip much of the awful grammar and stick to passive understanding.

🇨🇳 Mandarin. I'd like to learn Mandarin because China is taking over. History teaches that you should learn the language of the power-holders.

How to quantify language-learning? I have a hard time with this. A good rule of thumb for your level in any given language is the number of words you know, but this doesn't measure your mastery of equally important components like grammar and pronunciation. It's also hard to even count the number of words because, if you're using Anki, a single word might mean anywhere between one and five different flashcards.

So I've come up with the arbitrary (and personal) conversions (which incorporate familiarity and grammatical difficulty) of 2 flashcards per word for German, 1.5 cards per word for Portuguese, and 3 cards per word for Mandarin. From my experience with Dutch, Spanish, Italian, and French, I can often tell what a new word means in German or Portuguese, so I may only need a single card to learn a new word (picture/definition -> word). But because German is gramatically awful, its conversion rate is higher.

Although Mandarin grammar is easier, the fact that words are etymologically unfamiliar combined with the novel writing script incline me to a conversion factor of 3:1.

There are lots of good reasons to avoid [marking your languages with country flags](https://wplang.org/never-use-flags-language-selection/), but, in this case, the correspondence is clear enough. 

🫀 Health

🏃 8. Keep on Moving

Baseline

  • 8.1 Close my Apple Watch rings at least 310 times (85%). That's 12h standing (i.e., standing at least one minute per hour), 60 minutes of exercise, and 1,000 calories per day.
  • 8.2 Average 7,500 steps.
  • 8.3 Reach a 30s handstand.
  • 8.4 Reach level 15 on Stamena.

Stretch

  • 8.1 Close my Apple Watch rings at least 345 times (95%).
  • 8.2 Average 10,000 steps.
  • 8.3 60s handstand.
  • 8.4 Reach level 25 on Stamena. Achieve a non-ejaculatory orgasm.
🍽 9. Starve Yourself Occasionally

Baseline

  • 9.1 12 x 1-day fasts

Stretch

  • 9.1 4 x 3-day fasts
  • 9.2 1 x 5-day fast

I've already been doing 16/8 intermittent fasting (most of the time) for five years. It's habit enough that I don't need to set explicit daily targets. Still, I'd like to explore longer fasts (I have yet to exceed four days).

🌏 10. Eat Less Meat. Drink Little Alcohol

Baseline

  • 10.1 Eat poultry no more than 2x per week (104x).
  • 10.2 Eat beef/mutton/pork no more than 1x per month (12x).
  • 10.3 No more than two drinks per week (104x).

Stretch

  • 10.1 Eat poultry no more than 1x per week (52x).
  • 10.2 Eat beef/mutton/pork no more once every two month (6x).
  • 10.3 No more than one drink per week (52x)

A few comments:

  • On the subject of animal cruelty: no meat unless I know that the animals have had a decent existence.
  • On the subject of climate impact: well, that's the main reason I'm eating less meat (and why I'm not as principally anti-poultry).
  • On the subject of health: this is why I'm not abandoning meat altogether—it makes me feel good (beyond taste).

The best of all three worlds is game, and I would love to eat more of the deer that (unchecked by natural predators) are destroying New York's wilds.

👓 11. End Myopia (or Start to)

Baseline:

  • 11.1 Reduce my nearsightedness by 0.25 diopters.
  • 11.2 Measure on a monthly basis Stretch:
  • 11.1 Reduce my nearsightedness by 0.5 diopters.

This year I stumbled across the EndMyopia community. If you can suppress your initial suspicion of medical quackery, you'll find there's something interesting happening here: many thousands of people have successfully treated their myopia and presbyopia. Unlike other kinds of quackery, it's hard to attribute their success to the placebo effect.

This year, I want to put it to the test. I'll be experimenting with differentials and the 20/20/20 rule (plus variations). My starting measurements are as follows (I'll be addressing astigmatism later):

👥 12. Relationships

Baseline:

  • 12.1 Attend at least 6 events in the rationalism community.
  • 12.2 Reach out individually to at least 25 people in these communities.

Stretch:

  • 12.1 Attend at least 12 events in the rationalism community.
  • 12.2 Reach out individually to at least 50 people in these communities.
  • 12.3 Find a mentor.

One of the few things I worry about is that my network might hold me back. I went to university in the Netherlands, and few of those connections came with me to the US. It becomes apparent how much of a problem this can be when I need to start hiring software engineers.

It doesn't help that I'm awful at maintaining digital contact. I need to do a better job of checking in with old friends more regularly.

My main problem is that I generally prefer the company of ideas to strangers. I fear wasting time over missing out. When I see that 80% of the tech events near me (on Meetup) are blockchain-related, I feel validated that these events are mostly frequented by hype addicts who know next to nothing about what they're actually talking about. So I need a more precise approach. Specifically, I'd like to get to know the rationalist community better.

An ambitious goal—I don't really know where to start—is finding a mentor. I agree with Robert Greene's take in Mastery that mentors are the most effective path to mastery, and I'd like to use the same strategy.

Communities to explore:

  • The Rationalist Movement: (e.g., Effective Altruism, LessWrong, & Astral Codex Ten): These sites/organizations make up the headquarters for the rationalism community. These are people thinking about long-term risk. There are software developers, but the bias is towards theoretical AI researchers. There are also organizations like the Center for Applied Rationality, but their $4,000 workshops are currently outside my budget.
  • The "Second Brain" Movement: (e.g., Obsidian): These are people who like thinking about thinking—my kind of people. Even better, many are software developers.
  • Entrepreneurs: Really, in terms of a mentor, I'm looking for someone who has successfully launched a company. That's the kind of expertise I most directly need at this moment. I trust that following the start-up grind, fundraising, etc. will lead my path across enough examples.

💰 13. Money

  • Achieve financial independence — raise enough fundraising, revenue, or outside income to provide for my existence.
  • Achieve physical independence — get enough money to live in my own place with my girlfriend. I don't even care too much where though in all likelihood either SF or NY.

No stretch goals, just two overarching baselines.

Footnotes

  1. CEFR refers to the A1, A2, B1, B2, C1, C2 distinctions above.

2022

Review & Planning

One of the best tips I learned last year was from the Ultraworking team: you should divide each of your goals (when possible) into (1) a baseline goal you know you can reach and (2) a tougher stretch goal you can't guarantee.

This makes it easier to set ambitious goals without threatening your success/failure ratio—stretch goals are made to be failed. Meanwhile, the baselines help you build up momentum to make the stretch goals a little easier. This year, I'll be dividing my goals in two, and I'm setting two metagoals:

  • Complete 100% of my baseline goals.
  • Complete 50% of my stretch goals.

To avoid committing myself to goals that end up being irrelevant or crappy, I'll let myself change the goals as needed. To avoid "cheating" where I change failed goals instead of acknowledging them as failed, I'll set a cap to the number of goals I can change that decreases as the year goes by.

  • In the first quarter, I can modify up to half of the goals.
  • In the second quarter, up to one quarter.
  • In the third quarter, up to one eighth.
  • And in the last quarter, up to one sixteenth.

⏳ Time

🛑 1. Stop Scrolling: No Reddit, YouTube, HackerNews, or porn.

I'll make an exception (for all but the last) when I stumble across these sites in search engine results or messages from other people. The main problem (from a use-of-time point of view) is scrolling, and external links don't have to mean scrolling (thanks to tools like DF Tube).

Sometimes these sites contain content that are worth consuming. To get at those nuggets, I've asked trusted contacts to forward me their highlights—my brother for YT, my dad for Reddit and HN.

To make sure this goal pans out, I need to establish an alternative for when I feel like absorbing content passively. I've given myself two options: read (especially blogs) or scroll through my notes.

As for porn, I'm not zealously antifap—I think masturbation can have a real value (in practicing for multiple orgasms), so I'll apply my imagination as needed. In all likelihood, I won't even care to since I'm living together with my partner.

🚪 2. Log off: Less time on my computer and phone.

Baseline:

  • 2.1 less than 2 h/d on my phone
  • 2.2 less than 10 h/d on my computer Stretch
  • 2.1 less than 1 h/d on my phone
  • 2.2 less than 8 h/d on my computer

For some reason, I can't pull up my yearly average screen time for 2021, but judging from the last few weeks, it was probably like 10-12 hours per day. I'd like to spend less time plugged in—the only problem is that spending time behind my computer is my job description.

⏲ 3. More Self-Monitoring: Track Work & Media Consumption

I'd like to track how I spend my time in more detail.

Baseline:

  • 3.1 Track how much time I spend working on average per day.
  • 3.2 Track media consumption by type of media (books, articles, music, podcasts, movies, episodes, board games, video games). Review this on a monthly basis like julian.digital.

Stretch:

  • 3.1 Track how much time I spend on personal projects per day. Also, track how much I spend on "processing" (organizing/cleaning/reviewing/etc.) versus "output" (writing/coding) for both work and personal projects.
  • 3.2 Track the amount of time spent on "input" (media consumption) individually per item.

Some of this tracking takes place automatically:

  • Apple Health for exercise.
  • Apple Screen Time for what I do on the computer.

Some things I need to do manually:

  • Screen time doesn't track what I do within my browser.
  • Screen time can't differentiate between work and personal projects.

For this, I'll be trying out Clockify. In the spirit of atomic habits, I'm starting small, tracking just work. On a monthly basis, I'll consider integrating more of the stretch goals.

🧠 Knowledge

📚4. Reading / Input

Baseline:

  • 4.1 Read 50 books.
  • 4.2 Read 1 book in French, Dutch, Portuguese, Italian, Spanish, and German.
  • 4.3 Read 2 books for each author under "Fiction" below.
  • 4.4 Read 10 books under "Nonfiction" below.
  • 4.5 Read 5 "volumes" for the blogs mentioned below (one volume as published on Amazon, otherwise 100,000 words). Stretch:
  • 4.1 Read 75 books.
  • 4.2 Read 2 books in French, Dutch, Portuguese, Italian, Spanish, and German.
  • 4.3 Read 3 books for each author under "Fiction"
  • 4.4 Read 15 books under "Nonfiction" below.
  • 4.5 Read 10 volumes for the blogs mentioned below

A few lessons from last year.

  1. Don't set overly ambitious reading goals. This encouraged me to "cheat" by reading easier-to-digest fiction, avoiding longer books, and taking less detailed notes (or none at all). No need to rush.
  2. Leave some room to choose. Deciding everything ahead of time is a little asphyxiating and just not as fun. Reading should be fun. So instead of setting a stubborn goal (like last year's "read all of Twain and Orwell"), I'd like a more relaxed attitude ("read at least five books on the following list").

Lists:

  • Fiction: John Irving, Octavia Butler, Thomas Pynchon, Stieg Larsson, Jane Austen, Vladimir Nabokov, William Shakespeare, Nicholas Nassim Taleb.
  • Nonfiction: The Exponential Age, The Cold-Start Problem, Tiago Forte's Praxis series, Mom test, Social Physics, Godel Escher Bach, Cybernetics 1 & 2 (Norbert Wiener), Deep Work, Ultralearning, Grit, the Bell Curve, The Almanac of Naval Ravikant, Noise, Fooled by Randomness.
  • Blogs: Eliezer Yudkowsky's "The Sequences", the original Slate Star Codex / the new Astral Codex Ten, Robin Hanson's Overcoming Bias (& his books the Elephant and the Brain, the Age of Em), apenwarr.ca, julian.digital...
🗃 5. Personal Knowledge Management

Baseline

  • 5.1 Finish & publish a plugin for ordering notes.
  • 5.2 Refactor notes (remove indices from note titles & group notes in appropriate folders).
  • 5.3 2,500 notes (with at least a sentence of text).
  • 5.4 Build a new personal website so I can publish articles directly from my PKM. Stretch
  • 5.1 Come up with several metrics to measure note "quality" (degree, path length, etc.) & set targets for each of these metrics.
  • 5.2 Refactors notes to meet these targets & give them a logical order with the note-order plugin.
  • 5.3 5,000 notes (with at least a sentence of text).
✍️ 6. Writing

Baseline:

  • 6.1 Write 6 articles.
  • 6.2 Quarterly & monthly progress reports. Stretch:
  • 6.1 Write 12 articles.
  • 6.2 Write a monthly newsletter.

Last year, my overly ambitious writing target made me cheat: I separated several articles into multiple installments that should have been single long-form posts, and I probably wrote less concisely than I would have liked. I'm trying to avoid this trap this year.

That said, I anticipate that goal 5.4 (build a new personal website) will make it substantially easier to publish quickly.

As for newsletters—one thing I learned last year is that I hate writing newsletters. I hate the idea of forcing myself down people's throats, and the whole thing makes me supremely unhappy. I still think it is important to market yourself, so to make it a little easier for myself, I'm going to turn the newsletter into a monthly affair, and combine it with a progress report I'm already writing.

🗣 7. Language-Learning

Baseline (221 cards/week):

  • 7.1 B1 in German (2,000 words = 4,000 cards)
  • 7.2 B2 in Portuguese (4,000 words = 6,000 cards)
  • 7.3 A1 in Mandarin (500 words = 1,500 cards)
  • 7.4 Figure out how where I can best do CEFR1 placement tests.

Stretch (442 cards/week):

  • 7.1 B2 in German (4,000 words = 8,000 cards)
  • 7.2 C1 in Portuguese (8,000 words = 12,000 cards)
  • 7.3 A2 in Mandarin (1,000 words = 3,000 cards)
  • 7.4 Actually do CEFR tests for the above.

🇧🇷 Portuguese. Portuguese suddenly became a priority last December when my company's first client ended up being in Brazil. That makes for a great reason to master Portuguese this year.

🇩🇪 German. As for German, my main inspiration is literature. I'd like to go through Humboldt's Cosmos, and I've made a bet with a former housemate that I would read Goethe's Faust by the age of 25. The clock is ticking. This is a rather fortunate motivation because it means I can skip much of the awful grammar and stick to passive understanding.

🇨🇳 Mandarin. I'd like to learn Mandarin because China is taking over. History teaches that you should learn the language of the power-holders.

How to quantify language-learning? I have a hard time with this. A good rule of thumb for your level in any given language is the number of words you know, but this doesn't measure your mastery of equally important components like grammar and pronunciation. It's also hard to even count the number of words because, if you're using Anki, a single word might mean anywhere between one and five different flashcards.

So I've come up with the arbitrary (and personal) conversions (which incorporate familiarity and grammatical difficulty) of 2 flashcards per word for German, 1.5 cards per word for Portuguese, and 3 cards per word for Mandarin. From my experience with Dutch, Spanish, Italian, and French, I can often tell what a new word means in German or Portuguese, so I may only need a single card to learn a new word (picture/definition -> word). But because German is gramatically awful, its conversion rate is higher.

Although Mandarin grammar is easier, the fact that words are etymologically unfamiliar combined with the novel writing script incline me to a conversion factor of 3:1.

There are lots of good reasons to avoid [marking your languages with country flags](https://wplang.org/never-use-flags-language-selection/), but, in this case, the correspondence is clear enough. 

🫀 Health

🏃 8. Keep on Moving

Baseline

  • 8.1 Close my Apple Watch rings at least 310 times (85%). That's 12h standing (i.e., standing at least one minute per hour), 60 minutes of exercise, and 1,000 calories per day.
  • 8.2 Average 7,500 steps.
  • 8.3 Reach a 30s handstand.
  • 8.4 Reach level 15 on Stamena.

Stretch

  • 8.1 Close my Apple Watch rings at least 345 times (95%).
  • 8.2 Average 10,000 steps.
  • 8.3 60s handstand.
  • 8.4 Reach level 25 on Stamena. Achieve a non-ejaculatory orgasm.
🍽 9. Starve Yourself Occasionally

Baseline

  • 9.1 12 x 1-day fasts

Stretch

  • 9.1 4 x 3-day fasts
  • 9.2 1 x 5-day fast

I've already been doing 16/8 intermittent fasting (most of the time) for five years. It's habit enough that I don't need to set explicit daily targets. Still, I'd like to explore longer fasts (I have yet to exceed four days).

🌏 10. Eat Less Meat. Drink Little Alcohol

Baseline

  • 10.1 Eat poultry no more than 2x per week (104x).
  • 10.2 Eat beef/mutton/pork no more than 1x per month (12x).
  • 10.3 No more than two drinks per week (104x).

Stretch

  • 10.1 Eat poultry no more than 1x per week (52x).
  • 10.2 Eat beef/mutton/pork no more once every two month (6x).
  • 10.3 No more than one drink per week (52x)

A few comments:

  • On the subject of animal cruelty: no meat unless I know that the animals have had a decent existence.
  • On the subject of climate impact: well, that's the main reason I'm eating less meat (and why I'm not as principally anti-poultry).
  • On the subject of health: this is why I'm not abandoning meat altogether—it makes me feel good (beyond taste).

The best of all three worlds is game, and I would love to eat more of the deer that (unchecked by natural predators) are destroying New York's wilds.

👓 11. End Myopia (or Start to)

Baseline:

  • 11.1 Reduce my nearsightedness by 0.25 diopters.
  • 11.2 Measure on a monthly basis Stretch:
  • 11.1 Reduce my nearsightedness by 0.5 diopters.

This year I stumbled across the EndMyopia community. If you can suppress your initial suspicion of medical quackery, you'll find there's something interesting happening here: many thousands of people have successfully treated their myopia and presbyopia. Unlike other kinds of quackery, it's hard to attribute their success to the placebo effect.

This year, I want to put it to the test. I'll be experimenting with differentials and the 20/20/20 rule (plus variations). My starting measurements are as follows (I'll be addressing astigmatism later):

👥 12. Relationships

Baseline:

  • 12.1 Attend at least 6 events in the rationalism community.
  • 12.2 Reach out individually to at least 25 people in these communities.

Stretch:

  • 12.1 Attend at least 12 events in the rationalism community.
  • 12.2 Reach out individually to at least 50 people in these communities.
  • 12.3 Find a mentor.

One of the few things I worry about is that my network might hold me back. I went to university in the Netherlands, and few of those connections came with me to the US. It becomes apparent how much of a problem this can be when I need to start hiring software engineers.

It doesn't help that I'm awful at maintaining digital contact. I need to do a better job of checking in with old friends more regularly.

My main problem is that I generally prefer the company of ideas to strangers. I fear wasting time over missing out. When I see that 80% of the tech events near me (on Meetup) are blockchain-related, I feel validated that these events are mostly frequented by hype addicts who know next to nothing about what they're actually talking about. So I need a more precise approach. Specifically, I'd like to get to know the rationalist community better.

An ambitious goal—I don't really know where to start—is finding a mentor. I agree with Robert Greene's take in Mastery that mentors are the most effective path to mastery, and I'd like to use the same strategy.

Communities to explore:

  • The Rationalist Movement: (e.g., Effective Altruism, LessWrong, & Astral Codex Ten): These sites/organizations make up the headquarters for the rationalism community. These are people thinking about long-term risk. There are software developers, but the bias is towards theoretical AI researchers. There are also organizations like the Center for Applied Rationality, but their $4,000 workshops are currently outside my budget.
  • The "Second Brain" Movement: (e.g., Obsidian): These are people who like thinking about thinking—my kind of people. Even better, many are software developers.
  • Entrepreneurs: Really, in terms of a mentor, I'm looking for someone who has successfully launched a company. That's the kind of expertise I most directly need at this moment. I trust that following the start-up grind, fundraising, etc. will lead my path across enough examples.

💰 13. Money

  • Achieve financial independence — raise enough fundraising, revenue, or outside income to provide for my existence.
  • Achieve physical independence — get enough money to live in my own place with my girlfriend. I don't even care too much where though in all likelihood either SF or NY.

No stretch goals, just two overarching baselines.

Footnotes

  1. CEFR refers to the A1, A2, B1, B2, C1, C2 distinctions above.

2022-M1

Key:

  • When appropriate, a goal will have (baseline|stretch goal) next to it.
  • ✅: baseline
  • ✅ ✅: stretch
  • ❌: neither

Goals:

  1. 🛑 No more scrolling (YouTube, Reddit, Porn, etc.): ✅
    • Quitting social media cold-turkey is one of the best decisions I've made in a long time. I still get high quality content, but now I use an RSS reader (Inoreader) to curate my own feed. Nothing but the good stuff. How could I ever have done things differently?
    • Also, PSA: announcing publicly that you're quitting porn is a great way to actually stick through to it. Nobody wants to admit to people on the internet that they failed a goal like that.
  2. 🚪 Screen time (12|9h per day): 10h6m ✅
    • Phone (2|1h): 54m ✅
    • Computer (10|8h): 9h48m ✅
    • I have to be careful here because I notice that over the course of the month, I've been spending more and more time behind the computer. My body and mind feel it.
  3. Self-monitoring: ✅
    • This was mostly a month to get used to tracking my time with Toggl. The data isn't very consistent nor standardized, and my objective for the next month is to kick up a notch with more rigorous entries for different kinds of actions/contexts/subjects.
  4. 📚 Books (1 book per week): 2b ❌
  5. 🗃 PKM PKM:
    • ✅ New website. It's still in the works, but this will make it substantially easier for me to publish frequently using a new plugin I wrote. Now, I just have to click two buttons for my notes to be published directly online. Much cleaner.
  6. ✍️ Writing: ✅
  7. 🗣 Languages (1000|2000 cards per month): 800 ❌ (200 cards behind).
    • Current priority is Portuguese as I'm moving to Brazil in two weeks for two months. German and Mandarin can wait.
  8. 🏃 Moving
    • Rings (85|95% of the time): 100% ✅ ✅
    1. Steps (7.5k|10k):2k ❌
    • Skills: I've delayed getting this started until this month.
  9. 🍽 Fasting (1x36h per month): 36h fast ✅ I participated in "2 Areas/Vavilov Day". My stretch goals (four three-day fasts and one five-day fast can wait)
  10. 🌏 Diet: ✅
    • Meat (8x|4x 🍗; 1x per month | per two months 🥩🥓...): 7x🍗 ✅
      • I still feel that I'm eating too much meat, and might increase the stakes for this goal
    • Alcohol (8x|4x 🍷): 6x ✅
  11. 👓 Myopia: (+.25|+0.5 diopters) ✅ 0. This is the one that most surprised me. In the course of just a month, I've already met my nearsightedness goals for the entire year. And I've exceeded (half of) my stretch goal(s): I managed to improve eyesight in my right eye by 0.75 diopters! (-4.75 to -4.00.) My left eye has seen a more moderate25 diopter improvement. I credit it to the advice of the 0 Inbox/End Myopia community and a nifty solution I hacked together with a clothespin to decrease the effective strength of my differentials. (See below.)
  12. 👥 Relationships:
    • These are harder to quantify, so I'm just going to mark them as qualitative successes
    • Mentorship. ✅ (80,000 Hours career-coaching)
    • Community. ✅ (Open Principles Fellowship)
      • In one of the many rationalist community discords, I stumbled across an invitation for the 2 Areas/3 Notes/3 Sciences/0 Mathematics/Reasoning/Open Principles Fellowship, an initiative to get rationalists together to crowdsource lasting life principles. That seemed like a great starting point for meeting interesting people and having important discussions, so I signed right up. It's just started, and I'll share a reflection on the entire process when it's done.
  13. 💰 Money:
    • The bank account is continuing to empty, but in terms of physical independence, I'll be spending two months with my partner in Brazil soon. In terms of financial independence, fundraising is moving along.

300

(More distance to your lens decreases their effective strength.)

2021-Q3

2021 Q3-Q4 Review & Planning


At the heart of modern statistical physics is the idea of renormalization. Zoom out from the microscopic scale to the coarse, macroscopic scale, and you will have to swap out one description of the system for another1. Water molecules bouncing around like Newton's billiards become the smooth waves of Navier Stokes—the random, jagged tracks of gas particles average out to stable pressures on pistons.

So for distance, so for duration. The unpredictable trajectories of Lorenzian chaos smooths out to predictable probability flows on long timescales. A random walker's path may never be predicted, but the average distance covered from the starting point scales, on average, with the unwavering square root of the time passed.

Is the fundamental idea behind personal effectiveness really any different? Day-to-day actions rack up to weeks well spent or squandered. Weeks beget months then quarters, years, decades. The fundamental challenge is to organize one's actions in a way consistent across all these timescales so that both the long-term effect and immediate experience tend towards pleasure and presence of mind.

The primary weapon in the effectiveness arsenal is the review & planning—whether a quick daily recap, an in-depth weekly review à la GTD, the every-four-weeks-or-so sprint retrospective and planning (if you're working in a team), a quarterly check-in, or yearly megasession. This is the key intersection point between different timescales, the moment in which you mediate between the lazy daily self and the ambitious centaguanarian self.

So with this lengthy introduction, let me start the third quarter review and fourth quarter planning of 2021.

First, a recap of my 2021 Goals and Halfway Report.

📕 Reading

1 book a week. Read through the books of Twain, Orwell, and the Stoics. Read ≥5 non-English books.

I ended up upping my goal to read 100 books this year and am well on-track—in fact, five books ahead of schedule (at 79).1 My taste for the Stoics was mostly saturated by March (with only a few discourses by Epictetus outstanding). Meantime, I devoured every book by Orwell I had not yet read (not counting all of his essays, which I hadn't originally intended to include here).2

I am now working through the rest of Twain though I may have been a little overambitious here—this guy is a prodigious freak. In addition to Tom Sawyer and Huck Finn, Twain wrote eight novels, a dozen short story collections, a half dozen essay bundles, 11 non-fiction books, an autobiography, and yet more. My lesson for next year is to do a bit more research before so boldly laying claim to another's bibliography.

Outside of English, I read Max Havelaar in Dutch, the second installment of the No. 1 Ladies' Detective Agency, and the Three-Body Problem3 in French along with La Peste by Camus. To close off the year I think I will have Pinocchio in the Italian.

You may have noticed that I like to binge authors. In addition to the above planned binges, I got through most of Robert Greene's books4, David Sedaris's essay collections, and just today finished my last of the Sherlock Holmes series. 100% retention is not quite my goal otherwise I would likely space these reading out more. Instead, I'm looking to gorge myself on a particular author's voice or world view until I get nauseous. It feels more intimate that way (even though physically it more closely resembles the one-night stand). Also, author-specific binges are a great way to index your memories. 16-17? You mean Dostoevsky. 19? Oh yes, the year of Vonnegut. David Foster Wallace? Oh you mean second half of 21. And so on.

✍️ Writing

Publish 1 article a week. 1 newsletter every two weeks. Do a bit of promotion.

This is where I have most fallen behind. In order to reach 52 articles for the year, I now have to average just about two a week. That said, I did maintain my writing practice in other ways I haven't ended up counting to my total—notably, assignments for my last classes at uni and my masters project.

I also dropped the newsletter during much of the year and only recently started it up again. So here, let me reavow my intention: I will publish 52 articles this year, keep a consistent biweekly newsletter, and promote on LinkedIn on the offweek between newsletter postings.

📊 Organization

Actually implement GTD and go all the way. Do a weekly review & planning, quarterly reviews, and yearly reviews.

This is going well. I have a six-week streak of successful weekly reviews (my best yet), and I feel that I am past the implementation hump.

One major goal for the rest of this year is to go back to markdown-based planning. I began using Obsidian for both note-taking and planning, then decided that Notion was a better option for the planning (since it would be easier to collaborate with the rest of my team).

The problem is that Notion is too slow for me—not just in terms of indexing but in having to manually click things. So I'm going to head back to my Obsidian vault and try to integrate Logseq for task management.

🗣 Language-learning

Reach B2 with Italian. Reach B1 with German.

I started the year off strong, but over the past two and a half months have neglected my spaced-repetition practice and, in turn, my B1-ish Italian and fledgling German. It is just a little too easy to break good habits when you change your life drastically (e.g., move to the US).

So my goal for the rest of the year is to simply get back on track. That means no more overdue cards in my General, Italian, and French decks. Starting this week, I'm aiming to add 100 words of German a week, which will total a very reasonable 1,400 over the remaining 14 weeks. With my Germanic basis in Dutch, a B1 level of understanding should be well within reach.

🫀 Exercise & Injury

At my last update, I was finally incorporating more cardio. That worked for a while but I have found that over the last two weeks it has been a bit of a dip. I think the problem has been that I need to set clearer targets. In that spirit, I am aiming to average 5,000 steps, at least three seven-minute work outs, and a 30-minute mobility workout every day over the rest of the year.

In terms of injury, the second half of the year has been treating me well. I found a second-hand Aeron desk chair—the gold standard of ergonometry, and it has been great so far. Combined with more good old fashioned movement & breaks, I am having the time of my life.

💼 Business

This requires a more in-depth, separate treatment, and I trust you will remain patient until that time.


Conclusion

All in all, I have been making good progress on my goals. I am now ahead in some areas, behind in others, but I trust that, by the end year, I will have completed most of my goals—at least the ones I still find relevant. I am already looking forward to next batch.


Summary

  • 📕 Reading: At least 21 more books; The Discourses by Epictetus, 10 more books by Twain, 2 by Robert Green, and Pinocchio.
  • ✍️ Writing: 29 more articles. Finish up at least two of the series I have started.
  • 📊 Organization: Migrate from Notion to Logseq.
  • 🗣 Language-learning: 1,500 words in German.
  • 🫀 Exercise & Injury: Average three 7-minute workouts, 5,000 steps, 30 minutes of mobility a day.

Footnotes

Footnotes

  1. Simplifying here. A critical system is interesting precisely because its description is the same at every scale. Also, many systems admit more than two or even a continuum of solutions. 2

  2. I recommend Down and Out in Paris and London or The Road to Wigan Pier after Animal Farm and Nineteen Eighty-Four. Actually, scratch that, I recommend his essays before going on to his other novels and non-fiction works.

  3. My philosophy is that if it's already translated you might as well use it for practice.

  4. Let me add the two remaining books to my reading goallist for this year.